( Her head hurts enough from last night that Kate doesn't even think about her answer. It's never going to be enough, nothing can really wash away the guilt of previous transgressions or failures, and failing to do better by the people she most cares about - failing Faith and letting her die like she did with Marc - just hammers that home. )
Thought it might've been.
( Months ago, Glacius told her to forgive herself for these things, for everything she did back in The Agency, and she tried. But-
How do you even go about forgiving yourself for deaths and pain caused to others? Can you forgive yourself for acquiescing to instructions that left a sour taste in your mouth for the sake of keeping a job? )
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( Her head hurts enough from last night that Kate doesn't even think about her answer. It's never going to be enough, nothing can really wash away the guilt of previous transgressions or failures, and failing to do better by the people she most cares about - failing Faith and letting her die like she did with Marc - just hammers that home. )
Thought it might've been.
( Months ago, Glacius told her to forgive herself for these things, for everything she did back in The Agency, and she tried. But-
How do you even go about forgiving yourself for deaths and pain caused to others? Can you forgive yourself for acquiescing to instructions that left a sour taste in your mouth for the sake of keeping a job? )