[He says that, but given Atem is his student, is kind of is, at least in a way. Carlisle is too furious to see that at the second, to think of anything else about what it is others think they know about him. He's been dealing with it his entire life -- being watched, being judged, being thought of something less than what he is. It's all taken its toll on him down the line, embroiling him in the bitterness that will no doubt fuel the Revenant he leaves behind.
He can't have that, he thinks, his hand tightening against him -- it's on his abdomen now, on those old wounds. He can't have that or think about that or even consider that at the moment because he doesn't have enough time left and now there's ink on the floor again what a fantastic job he's done miserable failure of a Longinmouth who would never amount to anything but the downfall of his family both literally and figuratively—
He tries to clear his throat, but more ink comes up.]
I didn't ask for this. I didn't ask for any of this. I didn't ask for her help, or your accusations, or this damnable curse.
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Date: 2018-08-26 05:29 am (UTC)[He says that, but given Atem is his student, is kind of is, at least in a way. Carlisle is too furious to see that at the second, to think of anything else about what it is others think they know about him. He's been dealing with it his entire life -- being watched, being judged, being thought of something less than what he is. It's all taken its toll on him down the line, embroiling him in the bitterness that will no doubt fuel the Revenant he leaves behind.
He can't have that, he thinks, his hand tightening against him -- it's on his abdomen now, on those old wounds. He can't have that or think about that or even consider that at the moment because he doesn't have enough time left and now there's ink on the floor again what a fantastic job he's done miserable failure of a Longinmouth who would never amount to anything but the downfall of his family both literally and figuratively—
He tries to clear his throat, but more ink comes up.]
I didn't ask for this. I didn't ask for any of this. I didn't ask for her help, or your accusations, or this damnable curse.