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[tongueamok]

Hello, this is Carlisle. I mean, it's not Carlisle as in I'm actually answering you right now, so if you're trying to reply to me at the second, you should probably save your breath because I'm not really here. This is some kind of a recording of my voice, but this is my communicator. I'm going to assume these devices are as common here as they are in other places — not my world, but others, ones more technologically advanced than where I come from— so if you'd like to leave me a message, then you may do so here, or er... Right. Here is fine. So just leave yo— [beep]

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[tongueamok]

[He pushes a sigh out of him.]

I am merely wondering if a combined effort would work, and if it is worth training another student.

[puzzlingly]

「Certainly, if he's already doing that... Atem has to wonder how it'd be if Carlisle actually took him under his wing but, no, that's not the first thing that comes to his mind, if anything Carlisle's answer makes him tense with a little flinch. Is he... truly considering it?

He hesitates in his own way, dragging the question for as long as he can.」

What could make it worth it?

「What could make him worthy?」

[tongueamok]

I don't know.

[That answer was immediate, but unspoken ones flit through his mind: the ability to craft a proper inscription, the energy required for such a task, the promise he won't be absolutely demoralized when his student inevitably vanishes and his hours of teaching are utterly wasted. He's sure Atem can't give him that last one. He can do it, certainly, and it would be appropriate for him to help in this situation, but is it worth the exertion it would place upon his mortal frame? His life is limited as it is, and he doesn't even know anyone who is going on this voyage.

Or he does, but he just doesn't realize it yet.]

These people you wish to protect. Do they deserve it? Do they even want it?

[puzzlingly]

Deserve it? 「That's a bit of a loaded question, it makes Atem frown, not quite at Carlisle.」

They don't know it yet. I was planning on giving whatever was possible to make before they went on that trip to retrieve the Door parts. One is Trafalgar Law, and the other one is Rey.

「He's not sure if Law deserves it or not but, maybe he doesn't, but Atem is not going to let him just go there with that demon just so it stabs him in the back, and Rey, well, she knows better. His third one? Maybe that'll come up later, way later.」

[tongueamok]

[Oh, how the mention of a single name can change his attitude. Carlisle's eyes flick to Atem immediately.]

Miss Rey will be going?

[Oh. Oh oh oh. He rubs at his chest as indecision crosses him, and as he takes comfort in the feel of the talisman beneath his vestments, he seems to find his resolution.]

I... suppose such an endeavor for her safety is a noble one. Though if you prove an apt pupil, it could be worthwhile to all of us.

[puzzlingly]

「it's hard not to notice the change of demeanor there.」

She seems to know what she's getting herself into but... I fear for her. 「For everyone. He makes a little pause, before speaking quietly.」

I'd be honored to be your pupil, Carlisle. I... will try my best.

「He cannot promise he won't disappoint him, he's let down so many people here, broke promises, and has been unable to save those he cares about in more than one occasion. It's needless to say that the confidence in himself (and others) has been fractured badly after all these months, all he can do now is try.」

[tongueamok]

[That gets the barest of smiles out of the clergyman.]

I will make you some notes and plan lessons, then. Let us hope we are able to accomplish something of worth together.