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Apr. 3rd, 2015 08:13 pm
tongueamok: (➣ this just got very heavy indeed)
[personal profile] tongueamok
Hello, this is Carlisle.

I mean, it's not Carlisle as in I'm actually answering you right now, so if you're trying to reply to me at the second, you should probably save your breath because I'm not really here. This is some kind of a recording of my voice, but this is my communicator. I'm going to assume these devices are as common here as they are in other places — not my world, but others, ones more technologically advanced than where I come from— so if you'd like to leave me a message, then you may do so here, or er...

Right. Here is fine. So just leave yo—

[beep]

Date: 2017-06-22 01:16 am (UTC)
glacius: (The light of my soul.)
From: [personal profile] glacius
"I do," Glacius rumbles out; pressed firmly and tightly against his partner like this, he can feel everything, metaphysical or otherwise. The heat spreading and flushing his partner's skin, the quavering of the clergyman's body and the pulses of need in response to the rhythmic motions of their hips working in tandem... and of course, those sparks of energy, rippling and crackling subtly against his own metaphysical pathways. In the quiet light of the little shed, the alien feels like his attention is hyper-focused on every little reaction, and he finds it absolutely intoxicating.

So intoxicating that Carlisle is not the only one craving more in that moment; the pale alien wants more of those shivers and shudders, those rattles and moans. He wants to inundate his partner with pleasure, to show him all the merits of trusting him with his desires like this. So the ice alien purrs again; while one hand keeps up its ministrations over those scars, he now holds the hand that was against Carlisle's chest out in front the human--fingers splayed, palm up. In that palm, a bright and shining light winks to life-- the alien's Mote, its rays shining brightly and vibrantly with the euphoria and love of its source.

"How about... I give both you and your energies what you want, then?" Glacius rumbles out. "Open a channel-- and you will have my power and pleasure alike at your fingertips."

Date: 2017-06-22 03:23 am (UTC)
glacius: (See how bright my spirit burns.)
From: [personal profile] glacius
Glacius, admittedly, is not sure what to expect from this interaction either. He's never allowed someone to interact with his Mote before, particularly not a human--and while Carlisle's natural attunement to the energy of living beings has allowed him to work with the alien's metaphysical energies just fine in the past, he's never accessed them through such a direct link, and never in the heat of such an impassioned moment. There's always the risk of feedback rebounding across the link, resulting in an unpleasant overload not unlike what happened the time the clergyman healed his hip so long ago... but the otherworldly being finds it hard to focus on any potential hiccups with this sharing of himself when Carlisle is responding so wonderfully, shivering and shuddering as his own energies continue to probe at the alien's.

And then, just like that, they merge and flow together as Carlisle's hand presses to that radiant light. The Mote pulses brightly and thrums against the cleric's palm as if acknowledging his access of the metaphysical link presented to him, and then a flood of the otherworldly being's energy courses around the human's, sweeping it up and carrying it effortlessly along like the powerful waves that burst forth from a dam. It is full of vitality, much like the alien himself: a source of untapped strength ready to nourish his partner's. To someone that often struggles to maintain his own, having this much energy at his fingertips will likely give quite the feeling of elation or euphoria... which should compound nicely on what Carlisle is feeling physically.

And therein lies another layer of the Mote; though it will take deeper searching to access all these different levels, which may not be entirely possible with the distraction of their coupling, the clergyman will likely Carlisle feel the beginnings of some feedback from the metaphyiscal link. It is the feeling of the Glacius' arousal in addition to his own, compounding on it... and beneath that is something less carnal, more emotional: a swelling feeling of adoration and love. Should Carlisle find himself hungry enough to try to probe into these deeper levels, he will be able to experience for himself exactly how powerful his lover's feelings for him are.

Date: 2017-06-22 11:15 pm (UTC)
glacius: (An enjoyable arrangement.)
From: [personal profile] glacius
"Perfect sense, as you are touching upon a manifestation and representation both," Glacius groans out, swept up in the sensations of it all as he massages Carlisle's scars and rocks his hips against the clergyman. He can no longer feel those sharp, static jolts of energy, desperately reaching out to try and touch against his own; they flow together now, joined as they so longed for. That plus his partner's elated laughter suggests that he's managed to tap into those energies for himself; the ice alien wonders how much deeper the clergyman will be able to delve, but doesn't try to explain how or why that might be possible. Discovery and dedication are key aspects of the Mote... even if he hasn't technically gifted his to Carlisle yet.

It's not like he hasn't considered it in the past, but it's something his mind doesn't really have the space to think about now, not with everything that's going on between them, metaphysical or otherwise. The free-flowing energy coursing between them, the unbridled pleasure of their coupling, the deep intimacy of having their bodies pressed so closely against each other's... it's all so intoxicating that Glacius doesn't think he could focus on anything else if he tried. Even now he struggles to dredge up the concentration needed to keep the bridge open; the Mote thrums and wavers, yet he still stubbornly clings to the connection between them, his hand drifting lower to his partner's arousal as he tries to encourage him further still.

Date: 2017-06-23 01:43 am (UTC)
glacius: (PPPRRRRRRRRRRRRR)
From: [personal profile] glacius
Glacius can feel Carlisle attempting to delve deeper into this connection, and he welcomes it like he welcomes the conjoined motion of their hips, the moans rising from the throat of the cleric underneath him, the greedy clawing at his skin, and of course the pleasurable pressure building between the two of them. Encouraged by his partner's reactions, the alien's energies flow even more vigorously, the thrumming of the Mote in turn a resounding chorus of love and sensation--and then all of the sudden the bridge collapses as Carlisle pulls his hand away from the light, withdrawing from the influx of metaphysical and emotional sensations.

It's just as well; it's all becoming enough that Glacius is rapidly losing his ability to keep the link between them open. Carlisle retreating to the realm of the physical once more allows him to focus solely on that, which he does now, responding to his partner with a lustful snarl: "Of course, Carlisle."

The Mote winks out of Glacius' hand, freeing it to return to those scars while the other keeps tending to his lover's arousal; he works his hips and the point of his mandible goes to the clergyman's neck once more, and feeding Carlisle pleasure so many different ways all at once means that it doesn't take long for them both to go over the edge. At that point the pale alien finally slumps forward, his body shuddering as he sprawls out over his partner's back and allows the endorphins to roll through his system, leaving him in a relaxed and utterly pleased haze. His limbs feel like jelly, and yet he still can't help but try to cradle Carlisle to himself, stroking the length of his partner's body as he holds him safe and secure in that bed of furs.

And, of course, there's the steady purring thrumming away in Glacius' throat, loud enough to rival even the pattering of the downpour outside. He can't remember the last time he's felt so utterly, blissfully content; he can only hope he's done a good enough job here that Carlisle feels the same.

Date: 2017-06-23 02:44 am (UTC)
glacius: (No one will lay a finger on you.)
From: [personal profile] glacius
Glacius had been too taken by the moment to note the strange steam rising from the clergyman's eyes in delicate, trailing wisps--and he's too lost in the afterglow to do so for a good few moments even now. All he wants to do is bask in the closeness, the affection, and the utter content of the moment, letting his mind drift as he wraps his arms around the human as he shelters against his body. His arms might be a bit more spindly without all that ice coating it, but it's a secure and loving hold nonetheless.

It's Carlisle's apology that finally cracks the alien's eyes open. He takes notice of the steam, and makes a mental note to ask about it later--after he's addressed his partner's shame. "You have nothing to apologize for--I was trying to overwhelm you, Carlisle," Glacius murmurs, keeping up the stroking of the cleric's lanky frame. Then, realizing how that probably sounds, he quickly adds on, "But not in a malicious or harmful way--I just wanted you fill you with nothing but good feelings, as that is what you deserve, not this... self-debasement that plagues you, even now, when you are in my arms. It is my hope that what you felt from the Mote may... help with that. I know that words can sometimes seem empty, but... it is hard to argue with something that you can feel for yourself."

The pale alien lets out another shuddering sigh, stretching against Carlisle once more before settling back against him and giving him a careful hug. "So... whenever you are discouraged, or feeling bad about yourself, just remember that there's someone out there who... deeply, truly loves you, Carlisle. I hope it can... help you feel better about yourself when you need it. And I hope it can help you feel more secure about us, too--you can never let me down, not when I care for you and cherish you as deeply as this."

Date: 2017-06-23 03:54 am (UTC)
glacius: (Handsome smile.)
From: [personal profile] glacius
Glacius chuffs as Carlisle returns the hug, a sound that suggest he'd tried to wriggle even closer if they weren't already flush against one another. It's the string of emotional, deeply moving questions that quiet the alien; he looks down at his partner, nuzzling against him as he thinks about it.

"You know, I... I think I could," the pale alien murmurs. He'd been feeling a lot all at once--as Carlisle had--but now that he has the mental capacity to think back on it, he's able to begin untangling all the strings of their influence. "I'm... not sure how that's supposed to work, honestly, given that you do not possess a Mote... and even if you did, such a thing is supposed to take intense focus... but, ha," Glacius pauses to give a light, loving chuckle, "Maybe your feelings were strong and emphatic enough that they made it across regardless."

The otherworldly being seems to think on it for a moment or two more, landing on a thought that he knows for a fact is true. It combined with his lover's words touches him so deeply that he finds himself looking down at his partner, adoration glowing in those eyes as he holds Carlisle tight and drags his intact mandible carefully through the human's hair. "I know I can certainly sense it when you grace me with such heartfelt sentiments, and... when you hold me like this. But... I like it when you take the time out to tell me, regardless."

Date: 2017-06-23 02:13 pm (UTC)
glacius: (Are you certain?)
From: [personal profile] glacius
"I can never hear it enough," Glacius agree quietly but fondly, continuing to carefully preen the human. It's the shivering that stops him; he draws back slightly to look at the human, confused at first as to where that's coming from given that he's stripped his icy skin completely. With the ambient chill in the shed from the gloomy weather outside, it's easy to put two and two together; if it's taking him this long to start overheating without his protective shell, then it's probably too cold in here for a human's comfort, especially one as cold-natured as his partner is.

Still, just because the bare alien isn't steadily cooking doesn't mean he isn't at risk. He was just pressed against his feverishly warm lover in the heat of the moment, and he is now laying in a bed of furs that traps said body heat rather effectively. In fact, there's probably a reason that it's taking him so long to come back around from the haze his mind is in, one that's not entirely related to endorphins or afterglow. He's been above freezing for too long.

So Glacius gives a quite grumble of displeasure, but moves to start disentangling himself from Carlisle regardless. "Very well. I do not want this to end either," he really, truly does not, "But I have always said that I do not want to cause you undue worry. I... I hope we can do this again soon, though, or something like it. It... pains me to have to cut this short."

Date: 2017-06-24 06:01 pm (UTC)
glacius: (Are you certain?)
From: [personal profile] glacius
"You'll probably have changed long before I have managed to form an entirely new shell," Glacius replies, slightly rueful in tone. Something else draws his attention, however, taking his mind away from his own difficulties; having been right with Carlisle at times when his condition has started to worsen, it's not hard for him to notice the difficulty with which he's moving his arms. That combined with the steam that he'd caught rising from the clergyman's eyes before it diminished seizes the alien's concern.

"But... before I go... are you alright, Carlisle?" Glacius asks, tilting his head as worry knits his brows. "You seem to be affected by... what we've done in a way you haven't been before. I didn't push you too far, did I?"

Date: 2017-06-25 12:57 am (UTC)
glacius: (Please pull through.)
From: [personal profile] glacius
That gets Glacius to frown as he battles with a spike of guilt in his guts. "Ah--I am sorry, Carlisle! I... suppose I got carried away in the heat of the moment, wanting to make you feel simultaneously empowered and loved... but I did not think of how you have suffered in the past. I thought that my energies would nourish yours, but I didn't consider the possibility of overload. I... should have been more careful."

The pale alien sighs, coming back over to sit down next to the bundled-up human once more. He really does need to go start regrowing his icy skin, but this takes precedence. "And it is of the utmost importance that I never make you uncomfortable, when we are being physically intimate or otherwise. I wouldn't mind sharing with you again," and that decision is only reinforced by Carlisle's respect of his boundaries, not just assuming it is something that may happen again in the future, "but... if you are unsure of something that is happening, you must promise to tell me so that I can take of it."

Glacius pauses for a moment, looking at the clergyman as he lowers his slightly. A moment later he extends his hands, palms up, as if requesting Carlisle to take them. "...May I see?"

Date: 2017-06-25 01:39 am (UTC)
glacius: (Thawing my heart like morning frost.)
From: [personal profile] glacius
Carlisle's half-smile is met with a full one of the alien's own; it's quiet, somber as he studies the scarring in his veins, but it's a smile nonetheless. "Well... if you weren't aware this was happening, then it must be a testament to how good it felt. But I would still like to be more careful in the future. I don't want to hurt you..."

But he's touched that the clergyman still wants to pursue this possible connection between them regardless. Glacius drifts spindly fingertips carefully up and down his partner's arms, considering the genuine words Carlisle is offering him, the possibility of engendering their connection much more actively. A part of him wants to make that a reality right here and now... but the weather isn't right for it if he wants to do it according to age-old customs, and perhaps it's better not to rush into anything when the cleric's body is currently in revolt. Carlisle might not be suffering, and he might be willing to pursue just how deeply their metaphysical energies and auras can intertwine, but he is still recovering. Glacius wants to allow his body that much. Plus, holding off will give him more time to plan...

So he draws his hands away from those scars, clasping his partner's in his own, and then gently moves them back towards the clergyman's body as if to show that he can pull them safely back within the folds of the blanket. As Glacius does that he lifts his eyes to meet Carlisle's, smiling more brightly now. "But I do want to be closer to you, as you do to me. And I am glad that pursuing that can help you to feel strong and good, just as I know you are deep down. How can I help with that now?"

Date: 2017-06-25 02:52 am (UTC)
glacius: (Handsome smile.)
From: [personal profile] glacius
"I appreciate your confidence and trust," Glacius replies... which is a genuine sentiment, even if he knows deep down such perfect safety is hard to achieve in a place like Hadriel. After all, he's been turned against people by the false gods before... though he's afraid to voice such thoughts aloud, both for fear of giving them ideas, and out of a simple desire to not ruin the moment.

Besides, when it comes to Carlisle, he has to believe that he can be stronger. That the connection they share will seem them through such manipulations as it has seen them through the machinations of their demented captors before.

But those are worries he doesn't want to get towed down by in such an enjoyable, intimate moment-- and he's always told Carlisle not to waste energy worrying about what-ifs or maybes. Opting to follow his own advice this time around, the alien nods, starting to rise--slightly shaky, now. He's getting weaker the warmer he gets.

"Very well. Oh--there's a thermos in that bag for you as well, full of some warm tea. I'd get it for you myself, but... I'm worried the heat might damage my hands," Glacius explains, holding them up ruefully. "Get yourself comfortable. As I said before, completely regrowing my icy armor will take some time."

Then, taking a few more moments just to look lovingly at the bundled-up clergyman as he gives a heavy, fond sigh, the pale alien starts to stumble from the dimly-lit shed out into the downpour once more.

Date: 2017-06-25 04:21 am (UTC)
glacius: but we all desire the same. (We kneel at different altars)
From: [personal profile] glacius
While Carlisle is busy drinking his tea and nodding off with the comfortable, dry confines of the little shed, Glacius strides out into the cold and wet and busies himself with accreting a new shell. On the plus side, the downpour hasn't let up in the least, and all the water raining down around him provides him plenty to work with; on the downside, as he has said a couple times before now, completely regrowing his outer layer is a very intensive process.

He does feel better when it's started, though, a thin layer of ice gathering on his limbs and creeping over his body. The warmth fogging his mind and weighing him down lifts and dissipated, and his sense feel sharp and clear once more in the crisp, brisk cold. His gills, which were beginning to get worryingly dry, flare open to revel in the fresh hydration before becoming concealed and protected by his gelatinous operculum once more. His gaunt features seem to fill out as ice coats and builds up on them like a desiccated corpse being resuscitated, and his microweave courses and flows over his body like newly nourished veins, the surface of his icy skin solidifying and shimmering as it is built up layer by layer.

He is becoming whole once more... and he notices that the longer he stays out here, the more the temperatures keeps dropping. That helps, but it's also curious. He idly wonders if the gods are planning something else out of this freak weather; whatever it is, his confidence grows as his powerful frame does. With his strength and powers fully returned to him, he can ward off the weather. He can ward off whatever they try to throw at their prisoners.

It's well over an hour by the time Glacius has finally regrowing his icy shell in its entirety, and he wastes no time striding back inside the shack, his desire for closeness after their intimacy not having diminished in the slightest despite the time that has passed. When he steps back inside, however, and sees Carlisle swaddled up in furs and resting comfortably in the warm light of the strung-up lights, the alien stops up short, finding himself wishing that he didn't need the shell at all. There's nothing he'd like more than to curl right up with his partner in such a serene moment to continue the closeness they'd been basking in earlier... but he knows that if he didn't wake the clergyman up when he initially joined him in the bed, the chill of his newly-grown skin certainly would in time.

Maybe there's someone in this cave who has some sort of powers that can temporarily leave his underbody more temperature resistant, he muses idly; for now the otherworldly being sits down near the door instead, settling for keeping watch, contenting himself with the knowledge that his efforts have left his partner well tended to and peaceful enough to nod off so comfortably.

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