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Hello, this is Carlisle. I mean, it's not Carlisle as in I'm actually answering you right now, so if you're trying to reply to me at the second, you should probably save your breath because I'm not really here. This is some kind of a recording of my voice, but this is my communicator. I'm going to assume these devices are as common here as they are in other places — not my world, but others, ones more technologically advanced than where I come from— so if you'd like to leave me a message, then you may do so here, or er... Right. Here is fine. So just leave yo— [beep] |
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Date: 2017-06-21 10:34 am (UTC)Carlisle hardly gets that question out before there's a flurry of movement: Glacius repositions them, wisely not giving the clergyman a chance to reconsider his reservations regarding his own intimate desires. He's spent so long living a solitary life not because of his profession, but because of his curse. People like him aren't allowed relationships; he has been told his entire life that the twice-cursed breed misfortune wherever they go, ebbing it into communities, bleeding it into anyone they would come in contact with. Upon becoming one, even through no fault of his own, he forfeited his right to such commodities.
Things are different here. They are different with Glacius. He wants to believe that so badly, but his own doubts always hold him back.
But in this moment, no uncertainty has a chance to cross his mind as Glacius presses against him, both of them on their hand and knees. He shudders in tandem with his partner as the alien's frontal spikes graze his spine, the sensation not painful, but incredible when associated with his lover. The hills and valleys of Glacius' muscles lay encouragingly across his own, pressed against his shoulder blades and hips, the alien's arm wrapped around his chest to hold him in place.
It's probably best that he's held there, as Carlisle begins to feel Glacius' arousal at his back, his own increasingly obvious: he struggles to answer, unable to find his voice for nearly a minute as Glacius' mandible drags across his neck, eliciting an anxious moan that he fails to silence. The alien's voice does his composure no favors, that shuddering timbre causing a quake that rattles through his chest and down into his limbs.
"Y- yes," he manages, one hand briefly joining Glacius' at his scars. He no longer worries about his hair or the cold, simply wanting more of that stimulating attention to his old wounds. He is almost certain he can feel a spark of his own magic emanate from them, reaching through him toward Glacius' fingertips, trying to reach whatever channels carry the alien's energy. Carlisle's fingers curl into the furs beneath his palms as he rocks with his lover, his heart racing as he groans heavily; he is sure his legs would give out if he weren't being supported.
And yet he wants more.
"Do- do you feel that?" he asks, his breaths coming faster now. He can barely keep his voice steady long enough to formulate a sentence; he will one day learn the merits of talking less and enjoying the moment more, but today clearly isn't that day as he swallows a breath and tries again.. "Do you feel my enereraaahhg- gies? They l- long to be close to- to you, as I am, it- uhn- it seems."
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Date: 2017-06-22 01:16 am (UTC)So intoxicating that Carlisle is not the only one craving more in that moment; the pale alien wants more of those shivers and shudders, those rattles and moans. He wants to inundate his partner with pleasure, to show him all the merits of trusting him with his desires like this. So the ice alien purrs again; while one hand keeps up its ministrations over those scars, he now holds the hand that was against Carlisle's chest out in front the human--fingers splayed, palm up. In that palm, a bright and shining light winks to life-- the alien's Mote, its rays shining brightly and vibrantly with the euphoria and love of its source.
"How about... I give both you and your energies what you want, then?" Glacius rumbles out. "Open a channel-- and you will have my power and pleasure alike at your fingertips."
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Date: 2017-06-22 02:26 am (UTC)The alien's purr spiders up Carlisle's spine, the vibrations sending webs of minute energy through his muscles and into his very bones. Someone not nearly as sensitive to such metaphysical fluctuations might never feel it; Carlisle, however, has been trained to sense such things, and his own natural talent toward magic has always helped him perceive what could not be seen by others.
... Well, not unless one had glasses like Kate's. He doesn't particularly want to think of her when he's in a precarious position, knowing what she'd have to say.
So instead, he focuses on the Mote, entranced by the brilliant light as it flares before him. He takes Glacius' offer: using one hand to hold himself up -- his body is still trembling from the stimulation his partner bestows upon him even now -- he reaches with the other toward the light. He's not sure entirely what will come of such an interaction and hesitates for but a moment: it feels so different from his own magic, yet familiar, inviting... like meeting an old friend. He has connected with the alien's energy before, but not like this -- not so intimately.
Pulling in a shuddering breath, Carlisle concentrates, channeling energy into his palm, opening the pathways through which he can feel the boundaries of Glacius' own aura.
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Date: 2017-06-22 03:23 am (UTC)And then, just like that, they merge and flow together as Carlisle's hand presses to that radiant light. The Mote pulses brightly and thrums against the cleric's palm as if acknowledging his access of the metaphysical link presented to him, and then a flood of the otherworldly being's energy courses around the human's, sweeping it up and carrying it effortlessly along like the powerful waves that burst forth from a dam. It is full of vitality, much like the alien himself: a source of untapped strength ready to nourish his partner's. To someone that often struggles to maintain his own, having this much energy at his fingertips will likely give quite the feeling of elation or euphoria... which should compound nicely on what Carlisle is feeling physically.
And therein lies another layer of the Mote; though it will take deeper searching to access all these different levels, which may not be entirely possible with the distraction of their coupling, the clergyman will likely Carlisle feel the beginnings of some feedback from the metaphyiscal link. It is the feeling of the Glacius' arousal in addition to his own, compounding on it... and beneath that is something less carnal, more emotional: a swelling feeling of adoration and love. Should Carlisle find himself hungry enough to try to probe into these deeper levels, he will be able to experience for himself exactly how powerful his lover's feelings for him are.
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Date: 2017-06-22 10:52 am (UTC)In the instant his energies connect and entwine with Glacius' own, what Carlisle does realize is that he has no control at all in this situation. He stiffens at first, fear of the unknown setting in, his natural reaction to almost any given stuation. His one hand remains outstretched toward the mote, but his other relinquishes its position, falling back to his abdomen and to those old scars, as though they'd tear apart from such an incredible influx—
But his fingers fall upon Glacius' hand at his middle, holding him up, supporting him still. He's there -- they both are.
And once he allows himself to be swallowed by the torrent of Glacius' energy, Carlisle can hardly comprehend what he feels. The pure strength of his partner is no longer just physically apparent on the outside, but from within him, as well: it surges through him, sharp and cold and wondrous all at once as it flows deeper into his frame, penetrating his every muscle, every vein, and even the depths of his mind. He can feel not only incredible power, but... something else, as well, something far more akin to raw emotion than tempered thought. It is truly powerful and magnificent in its own right, even at a glance.
As much as Carlisle would like to explore that something else, it takes him a moment to find himself in the flood of boundless energy resonating from his partner. It's so easy to lose himself in the vast sea of metaphysical innervation, to let go of all his concerns when he feels so.... utterly indestructible with Glacius around him, beside him, within him. Carlisle might not have a full understanding of what, exactly, is happening, but what he does know is that he feels just terrific, a wide smile sprawling across his face the longer he considers it, elated laughter escaping him before he can reel it in.
He closes his eyes again, feeling them burning; the hand at his middle goes to cover them, reflexes kicking in. "This" — he stifles another laugh, so alive with unadulterated sensation that he can barely think straight — "this feels so incredible! It's almost- almost electric, through my fingers and back. I can feel you through it somehow. Does- does that make sense?"
It doesn't to him, but not much does at the moment as he struggles -- mentally, and unfortunately, physically -- to process all that is happening.
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Date: 2017-06-22 11:15 pm (UTC)It's not like he hasn't considered it in the past, but it's something his mind doesn't really have the space to think about now, not with everything that's going on between them, metaphysical or otherwise. The free-flowing energy coursing between them, the unbridled pleasure of their coupling, the deep intimacy of having their bodies pressed so closely against each other's... it's all so intoxicating that Glacius doesn't think he could focus on anything else if he tried. Even now he struggles to dredge up the concentration needed to keep the bridge open; the Mote thrums and wavers, yet he still stubbornly clings to the connection between them, his hand drifting lower to his partner's arousal as he tries to encourage him further still.
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Date: 2017-06-23 12:21 am (UTC)Unfortunately, when reveling in all three of those delights simultaneously, they prove more than he can handle.
Excess energy rises from his eyes like steam from a boiling pot, the vapors aglow in the dim illumination; he keeps one palm against them to stifle their irritation, the other finally breaking the connection with the Mote to join Glacius' as the alien works him. Though his head is pounding -- something he feels suddenly once the connection is severed -- he is vocal about his wants rather than allowing his compulsion to speak for him.
"M- more." It's a single word, but when accompanied by a heavy, lustful moan, his fingers clawing greedily against Glacius' skin as he leans back into his partner once more, he is sure Glacius will understand.
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Date: 2017-06-23 01:43 am (UTC)It's just as well; it's all becoming enough that Glacius is rapidly losing his ability to keep the link between them open. Carlisle retreating to the realm of the physical once more allows him to focus solely on that, which he does now, responding to his partner with a lustful snarl: "Of course, Carlisle."
The Mote winks out of Glacius' hand, freeing it to return to those scars while the other keeps tending to his lover's arousal; he works his hips and the point of his mandible goes to the clergyman's neck once more, and feeding Carlisle pleasure so many different ways all at once means that it doesn't take long for them both to go over the edge. At that point the pale alien finally slumps forward, his body shuddering as he sprawls out over his partner's back and allows the endorphins to roll through his system, leaving him in a relaxed and utterly pleased haze. His limbs feel like jelly, and yet he still can't help but try to cradle Carlisle to himself, stroking the length of his partner's body as he holds him safe and secure in that bed of furs.
And, of course, there's the steady purring thrumming away in Glacius' throat, loud enough to rival even the pattering of the downpour outside. He can't remember the last time he's felt so utterly, blissfully content; he can only hope he's done a good enough job here that Carlisle feels the same.
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Date: 2017-06-23 02:13 am (UTC)The emotional one is more notable to the clergyman. He presses his face to Glacius' skin, feeling so utterly appreciated, but ashamed all the same. "I'm sorry," he mumbles out. "I'm sorry I couldn't hold on any longer. That was- was intense, unlike anything I've ever felt... and yet, what I felt was something I should have understood all along, it seems."
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Date: 2017-06-23 02:44 am (UTC)It's Carlisle's apology that finally cracks the alien's eyes open. He takes notice of the steam, and makes a mental note to ask about it later--after he's addressed his partner's shame. "You have nothing to apologize for--I was trying to overwhelm you, Carlisle," Glacius murmurs, keeping up the stroking of the cleric's lanky frame. Then, realizing how that probably sounds, he quickly adds on, "But not in a malicious or harmful way--I just wanted you fill you with nothing but good feelings, as that is what you deserve, not this... self-debasement that plagues you, even now, when you are in my arms. It is my hope that what you felt from the Mote may... help with that. I know that words can sometimes seem empty, but... it is hard to argue with something that you can feel for yourself."
The pale alien lets out another shuddering sigh, stretching against Carlisle once more before settling back against him and giving him a careful hug. "So... whenever you are discouraged, or feeling bad about yourself, just remember that there's someone out there who... deeply, truly loves you, Carlisle. I hope it can... help you feel better about yourself when you need it. And I hope it can help you feel more secure about us, too--you can never let me down, not when I care for you and cherish you as deeply as this."
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Date: 2017-06-23 02:57 am (UTC)He returns the hug as best he can, aware now that he is no longer inundated by carnal desire of that sharp, throbbing pain in his forearms. Though he knows exactly what it is from, he could not care at that moment. All he wants is for the alien to know he feels the same way.
"Could you sense that?" he asks, his voice shaking. "When we connected with your- with your light, could you feel me how I felt you? Were you privy to what it is I see when I look at you? What it is I endure when I wait for you to return home?"
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Date: 2017-06-23 03:54 am (UTC)"You know, I... I think I could," the pale alien murmurs. He'd been feeling a lot all at once--as Carlisle had--but now that he has the mental capacity to think back on it, he's able to begin untangling all the strings of their influence. "I'm... not sure how that's supposed to work, honestly, given that you do not possess a Mote... and even if you did, such a thing is supposed to take intense focus... but, ha," Glacius pauses to give a light, loving chuckle, "Maybe your feelings were strong and emphatic enough that they made it across regardless."
The otherworldly being seems to think on it for a moment or two more, landing on a thought that he knows for a fact is true. It combined with his lover's words touches him so deeply that he finds himself looking down at his partner, adoration glowing in those eyes as he holds Carlisle tight and drags his intact mandible carefully through the human's hair. "I know I can certainly sense it when you grace me with such heartfelt sentiments, and... when you hold me like this. But... I like it when you take the time out to tell me, regardless."
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Date: 2017-06-23 08:47 am (UTC)Unfortunately, the rest of his body fights him soon enough. As the minutes tick by, the warmth he'd felt when in the throes of passion works against him, that sheen of sweater across his skin leaving him shivering again in the chilly air of the shed. He grits his teeth, his wrists stiff as he pulls one of the furs atop himself, trying to keep warm.
"As much as I truly enjoy these moments," he says quietly, just above the sound of the rain, "Perhaps we should return to our protective layers before too long. I... I do worry about you."
After all, he may be cold, but he knows Glacius must be far from it without his icy armor.
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Date: 2017-06-23 02:13 pm (UTC)Still, just because the bare alien isn't steadily cooking doesn't mean he isn't at risk. He was just pressed against his feverishly warm lover in the heat of the moment, and he is now laying in a bed of furs that traps said body heat rather effectively. In fact, there's probably a reason that it's taking him so long to come back around from the haze his mind is in, one that's not entirely related to endorphins or afterglow. He's been above freezing for too long.
So Glacius gives a quite grumble of displeasure, but moves to start disentangling himself from Carlisle regardless. "Very well. I do not want this to end either," he really, truly does not, "But I have always said that I do not want to cause you undue worry. I... I hope we can do this again soon, though, or something like it. It... pains me to have to cut this short."
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Date: 2017-06-24 02:11 am (UTC)Carlisle pulls himself upright, wrapping one of the pelts around him.
"If you want to step outside to take advantage of the rain for reforming your shell, I promise to change quickly." Or as quick as he can, given the shivering and that painful stiffness making its way down his arms.
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Date: 2017-06-24 06:01 pm (UTC)"But... before I go... are you alright, Carlisle?" Glacius asks, tilting his head as worry knits his brows. "You seem to be affected by... what we've done in a way you haven't been before. I didn't push you too far, did I?"
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Date: 2017-06-24 11:08 pm (UTC)"Having so much energy coursing through me has agitated some of my more magical injuries," he admits. "Aural overflow and what have you." His eyes dart to Glacius as he gives his partner a reassuring look, one accompanied by a desperate half-smile. "B- but they will be fine as I learn to manage such incredible amounts with... with practice. If you- if you wouldn't mind sharing such things with me again."
He certainly enjoyed that unparalleled intimacy on planes both a physical and metaphysical, but he doesn't want to make any demands of his partner regarding something so private to his people.
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Date: 2017-06-25 12:57 am (UTC)The pale alien sighs, coming back over to sit down next to the bundled-up human once more. He really does need to go start regrowing his icy skin, but this takes precedence. "And it is of the utmost importance that I never make you uncomfortable, when we are being physically intimate or otherwise. I wouldn't mind sharing with you again," and that decision is only reinforced by Carlisle's respect of his boundaries, not just assuming it is something that may happen again in the future, "but... if you are unsure of something that is happening, you must promise to tell me so that I can take of it."
Glacius pauses for a moment, looking at the clergyman as he lowers his slightly. A moment later he extends his hands, palms up, as if requesting Carlisle to take them. "...May I see?"
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Date: 2017-06-25 01:19 am (UTC)He sets his hands into Glacius', readily taking his offer; the veins along his arm are visible, those soft scars seared into his skin trailing upward and vanishing by the time they reach his elbow.
"Perhaps we could try it again when we are not in the, er... midst of unrepentant passion, but you did nothing wrong, Glacius. I felt incredible when overcome with your energies, better than I've- I've maybe ever felt, and closer to you than I could have ever imagined. I... I want that. I want to be closer to you."
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Date: 2017-06-25 01:39 am (UTC)But he's touched that the clergyman still wants to pursue this possible connection between them regardless. Glacius drifts spindly fingertips carefully up and down his partner's arms, considering the genuine words Carlisle is offering him, the possibility of engendering their connection much more actively. A part of him wants to make that a reality right here and now... but the weather isn't right for it if he wants to do it according to age-old customs, and perhaps it's better not to rush into anything when the cleric's body is currently in revolt. Carlisle might not be suffering, and he might be willing to pursue just how deeply their metaphysical energies and auras can intertwine, but he is still recovering. Glacius wants to allow his body that much. Plus, holding off will give him more time to plan...
So he draws his hands away from those scars, clasping his partner's in his own, and then gently moves them back towards the clergyman's body as if to show that he can pull them safely back within the folds of the blanket. As Glacius does that he lifts his eyes to meet Carlisle's, smiling more brightly now. "But I do want to be closer to you, as you do to me. And I am glad that pursuing that can help you to feel strong and good, just as I know you are deep down. How can I help with that now?"
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Date: 2017-06-25 02:11 am (UTC)His eyes flick to the door, then back to Glacius. "Here. You go rebuild your armor, and I will take the time to rest so as not to agitate myself further. When you are finished, I will dress, and we can return home together."
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Date: 2017-06-25 02:52 am (UTC)Besides, when it comes to Carlisle, he has to believe that he can be stronger. That the connection they share will seem them through such manipulations as it has seen them through the machinations of their demented captors before.
But those are worries he doesn't want to get towed down by in such an enjoyable, intimate moment-- and he's always told Carlisle not to waste energy worrying about what-ifs or maybes. Opting to follow his own advice this time around, the alien nods, starting to rise--slightly shaky, now. He's getting weaker the warmer he gets.
"Very well. Oh--there's a thermos in that bag for you as well, full of some warm tea. I'd get it for you myself, but... I'm worried the heat might damage my hands," Glacius explains, holding them up ruefully. "Get yourself comfortable. As I said before, completely regrowing my icy armor will take some time."
Then, taking a few more moments just to look lovingly at the bundled-up clergyman as he gives a heavy, fond sigh, the pale alien starts to stumble from the dimly-lit shed out into the downpour once more.
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Date: 2017-06-25 03:31 am (UTC)Sliding his feet off the bed, he meanders toward the bag, his hands fighting against him as he holds the fur around him with one and fishes for the thermos with the other. Once he finds it, he returns to the bed, taking a seat before drinking greedily. The heat doesn't even slow him down -- it might scald others, but for Carlisle, it is a relief as it ebbs away the soreness clinging to the joints in his arms, and halts his shivering bit by bit.
As it relaxes him, he sets the container aside on the table and slides back under the furs on the bed, taking only a moment to rest his eyes. He does wonder why they felt so irritated only moments ago, but assumes it to be nothing -- nothing worth worrying about at this moment. He promised Glacius he'd attempt to curb such behavior. Of course, he's promised Glacius many things, and managed to break a few of them. They are works in progress, as always.
By the time Glacius returns, Carlisle, despite having had plenty of time to dress himself, has done very little of it: he nodded off almost immediately, whatever dreams hardly stirring him, his mind as exhausted as the rest of him.
Glacius, in other words, has done well.
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Date: 2017-06-25 04:21 am (UTC)He does feel better when it's started, though, a thin layer of ice gathering on his limbs and creeping over his body. The warmth fogging his mind and weighing him down lifts and dissipated, and his sense feel sharp and clear once more in the crisp, brisk cold. His gills, which were beginning to get worryingly dry, flare open to revel in the fresh hydration before becoming concealed and protected by his gelatinous operculum once more. His gaunt features seem to fill out as ice coats and builds up on them like a desiccated corpse being resuscitated, and his microweave courses and flows over his body like newly nourished veins, the surface of his icy skin solidifying and shimmering as it is built up layer by layer.
He is becoming whole once more... and he notices that the longer he stays out here, the more the temperatures keeps dropping. That helps, but it's also curious. He idly wonders if the gods are planning something else out of this freak weather; whatever it is, his confidence grows as his powerful frame does. With his strength and powers fully returned to him, he can ward off the weather. He can ward off whatever they try to throw at their prisoners.
It's well over an hour by the time Glacius has finally regrowing his icy shell in its entirety, and he wastes no time striding back inside the shack, his desire for closeness after their intimacy not having diminished in the slightest despite the time that has passed. When he steps back inside, however, and sees Carlisle swaddled up in furs and resting comfortably in the warm light of the strung-up lights, the alien stops up short, finding himself wishing that he didn't need the shell at all. There's nothing he'd like more than to curl right up with his partner in such a serene moment to continue the closeness they'd been basking in earlier... but he knows that if he didn't wake the clergyman up when he initially joined him in the bed, the chill of his newly-grown skin certainly would in time.
Maybe there's someone in this cave who has some sort of powers that can temporarily leave his underbody more temperature resistant, he muses idly; for now the otherworldly being sits down near the door instead, settling for keeping watch, contenting himself with the knowledge that his efforts have left his partner well tended to and peaceful enough to nod off so comfortably.
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Date: 2017-06-25 04:34 am (UTC)He sits up, pawing at his face as he utters a colloquial nicety under his breath. It takes him a moment to even figure out where he is, but once he sees Glacius by the door and looks down at the furs over him, it comes back.
"Oh." That one was still sleepy; the next one is more alarmed as he only then remembers he was supposed to be getting dressed. "Oh! Oh Glacius, sorry. How- how long was I out? Cisth, I didn't mean to nod off."
He takes the topmost fur with him as he grabs his clothes and starts sliding into them, wincing as he remembers one more thing -- right, his forearms are very sore.
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